All AbOuT mIE

2009-04-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

hey there..

sowie didnt update my blog faw quite along tym...

bee bz wif werk n my dear...

latest updates abt me??

hmmm..

yeah!!!

at last me n nardee haf been 1 month 2gether..

n my love towards hymis getting more n more stronger

no the one up there no how strong is my love toward hym

i love u alwaex n 4eva baby

faw all the ups n down we been through.

u r still there faw me..

n i hope dat u will still stay stronger faw the challenges dat may come.

im reali sowie faw hurting u all this while..

i didnt meant to hurt u..

just dat i cant control my anger.

mayb i shld practice anger management...

lol..

sowie faw wat i did to u yesterdae...

pls promise me sumtink??

dat u will nve leave mie

cox u r my everytink n i cant afford to lose u.

how will i continue my daily life w/o u?

pls...pls....dun leave mie.

next week...

school term starts..

new school..

new environment..

new fwen.

can i adapt to the changes??

i ms my sec school fwen..

hope dat we van mit up one dae n chit chat

hehehe...

ms u guys alot...

2009-03-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

hapy bufdae to me..

hapy bufdae to me.

hapy bufdae to dianah..

hapy bufdae to me...

weee!!!

im already 18 la sehk..

offically 18..

so...

ape lagy,ley enjoy larx..

hehehe..

naek club,beli minom or beli rkk..

sume da lps..

hehehe..

but..but..

im a gud gal taw...

tk naek clum n do all dos stuff..

hehehe..

ckp jek lebih tpy tk uat..

jgn mrh huh..

hehehe...

so wat i do todae..

of cox celebrate bufdae larx..

1st go lunch wif the gang...

Idz,mie,mas,akmal n akmal gal..

mkn pat bauquate..(tk tawu spell..)

den idz anat pat mrt station tok mit my cuzzie..

tankx idz faw the t-shirt..

appreciate it alot taw2...

hehehe..

just nice faw mie..

hehehe...

so...heading to vivo..

to haf our lunch at swenses...

cik ela blanje..

tankx aunty faw the treat,,

hehehehe...

shopping at diaso lor..

hahaha..

borong sakan..

hahaha...

den go hm..

suda pnt ehk..

but over all..

im feeling super duper hapy..

TANKX PEEPX FAW THE BUDFDAE WISH!!

APPRECIATE IT ALOT..

LUF U GUYZ...

2009-03-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

Dlm sepi ade rindu

dlm rindu ada kamu

dlm kamu ada cinta

cinta yg tiada batasanya

cinta dri 2 insan yg tela menjdi satu..

dlm naluri ada nafasmu

dlm benak fikiran ada potraitmu

potraitmu yg slalu menghantui driku

potraitmu yg slalu berdamping dgnku

kerna drimu hanyala satu dinaluri dn jiwaku

dri mata terus ke hati

dri hati terus ke naluri

cinta yg suci ku bawa bersama

untk menjlni kehdpn yg bahagia

bersam satu insan yg ku cinta..

Nardi Asani..

LuF Nardi AsAni Alots...

6 more daez to bufdae!!!!

Countdown!!

2009-03-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

Dalam keheningan mlm..
ditemani angin mlm..
yg menusuk ulu hatiku
kusadari betapa berertinya drimu bagiku...

Kasih..
kau slalu ada
dlm canda,tawa dn air mata slalu hadir
di seluruh nafas hidopku..

Kasih..
kau telah membuatkn terbuai mesra
dlm indahnya kamilau untaian kata cinta
kau seperti lilin kecil
penetang dlm pekatnya mlm gulita
kau seperti bintang timur
pemandu bagi pelaot yg kehlgan arah
kaulah insan penawat rinduku

Kasih...
ku ingin kaui di sini bersamaku
menjemput mahligai cinta kita berdua
mengarungi bahtera hidop ini
dlm satu cinta
dri dua insan yg berbeda....

2009-03-05T23:27:00.000-08:00

So wat hapen todae??juz simple..got a call from work ask mie to cum....
yeah!!!! i came...kucky wif cik ede not dat bored larx....the !st ting cik eda asked mie..
adq,Idz tk dtg lagy kerx????hahahaha...i was stunt..Y must she asked mie...lol....
den i just ans....Idz nawi off larx.....hahahaha...but she tot i was asking her...
n she ans...cik eda tk tawu pulak...hahahahaha......Ard 8...it my turn to sit at the amb bay...
hahahahaha....read farhan compo..so touching larx sehk....hehehehe...jiwang jgk farhan nie....
hahahaha...on tue..mit my syg....datz y tk update blog...mls n pnt la g2....hehehehehe...
took some pic wif hym....lps kn windu la kate kn...he buy faw mie hoddies...tankx syg...
appricatie it alot...mi da kai taw...hahahaha.......

8 more daes to my super swit 8teen!!!!!!!
countdown....
lol.....

peepz!!!
i want my pwesent...

2009-03-02T22:48:00.000-08:00

mummy by bufdae is cumin...get i get one of this vechicle faw my bufdAE PRESENT...
hehehe...i want a gilera runner n a hummer...easy faw mie to travel rite mummy....
pls....hahahaha...

i saw this kind of hummer at msia..wen im heading to muar..WoW..so nice n so fast...hehehe....very shiny...it attracts mie...hehehe...every1 was looking at it...

wat i want to buy wen i get my pay:

>psp pink

>lots of new clothes

>lots of shoes

>mp4 pink

2009-03-01T00:26:00.000-08:00

Hola...hey..im back la sehk...long tym nvr update my profile..been bz wif werk..n bf....so where im i werking?n as wat?erm...im werking at CGH(changi general hospital) as sceener..My job is just checking ppl temp who enter A&E..easy rite..but nust b strict wif dem...1 patient 2 visitors n children below 12 r not allow to enter...yup....hahaha...1 hr 5bucks...ok lar...rather den werking at fast fodd which is 1 ahr abt $3+++...So make new fwen at there which is all good to mie...n also make fwen wif CD(civil defence) medic..hehehe....Most of dem r frenly....enjoy werking at there..
So now talk abt school...FIrsty i get into Dover campus...but too bad i haf to appeal at simei..
n it was approved...tankzx alot...hahaha...if not i haf to wake up early in the morning to go to school...n of cox i will b really tired....BUT...im so sorie syg...didnt managed to make u hapy by havin the same schoool as u...im really sowie to dissapoint u...ERm..hapy belated 11 month ani syg...hehehe...11 month been a happy n also dishearten moment faw mie...lol...but i am hapy wif u my dear...next month our 1 yr ani...wow...hahahaha.....hope we really last long dear...i weally love u...n i want to b wif u...im so sowie faw making u upset or dissapointed...hehehe...but i weallididnt meant to do it...ly....i will b updating my new pic....

2009-01-23T07:40:00.000-08:00

hey..

long tym nvr update my profile..

been bz n lazy..

n ntg to talk abt..

hahaha..

yaw..

just now mit hym..

hym la..

sape lagy..

my syg NARDI ASANI..

celebrate our aniversary..

suppose tu b 2mrw//

but bsk i got sometink to do..

n go out wif my mummy larx..

so mit hym at woodland int ard 4 plus..

buy kebab..

veli hungry..

hahaha

den ahead to the hiill..

hill?

woodlang got hill?

yupie..

near woodland std la sehk..

the view was so..

so high..

so wind..

so gerek..

so fun..

hahaha..

relex faw a while..

talk2...eherm2..

den he had to go faw hys soccer trg..

yup..

i waited until he finish hys trg..

sanggop kn..

hahah..

syg nyer psl la sehk..

so..

after dat go n lpk at dat hill again,,

it was so dark..

hahaha

n very wind..

so shok..

hahaha..

talk..eherm2...

take pic la..

ape lagy..

hhehehe...

so..go n catch those pic..

hehehe..

bby buy faw mie 2 packet of candy floss..

tanks syg...

love it veli mueck..

n tankx faw the big love bite,,

hahaha...

2009-01-18T22:49:00.000-08:00

hello long tym nvr update my profile..

been lazy..

n upset faw a while.

cox i didnt do well in my Os..

i did but n get bad result..

im so dissapointed....

dtaz y im not in a mood dis while..

but im back to my normal now..

life haf to go on rite...

ya..wat to do..

i still haf to study..

dun make the second mistake again..

haix..

im going ite..

1st choice: biotech

2nd:electrical eng...

ya..

now waiting to wat course i will get..

result will b out on 30 jan..

huhur..

cant wait to go to schl..

n i ms my shayg so much..

hope dpt umpe die la sehk..

n i want to find job..

nid money..

aniversary cumin..

valentines cuming..

my bufdae..

n 1 yr ani..

huhur..

2009-01-11T01:01:00.000-08:00

wed till fri....

been going out wif mas n nirah..

hahaha..

g mane?..

ploy open hse la..

on wed kite g rp..

thur tp..

n fri sp n np...

huhur...

had fun all dae long..

searching faw the course dat im interested in...

im only interested in science courses..

lol..

on fri..

after goin to rp..

we drop at causeway point to full or tummy..

very hungry sehk..

since morning haven eaten any food..

so chop2 find the place to sit n buy our food..

hahaha...

eat n eat..

after dat mit my guy n hys fwen at checks shop..

den heading to woodland std..

the boys haf soccer trg..

waited faw hym till finish trg..

hahaha..

wen waiting faw hym..

i took same picture..

huhur..

after trg go lpk at our normal place..

tree house park..

hahah...

talk n talk..

at abt 9 plus he sent mie at inter..

reach hm ard 10.30pm..

2009-01-05T00:48:00.000-08:00

on the 28th of dec...

wen to kallang leisure park wif ma cuczzie n bro..

yeah..

we went ice skate..

1st tym skating actuali.

n im quite scared as i migth fell anytym..

hahaha..

my cuzie n bro was far infront of mie..

n it was sundae..

so the place is a pack wif ppl...

hahaha..

but wen tym goes by..

i felt comfortable..

n skate abit faster..

n catch up wif dem..

huhur...

tym flys so fast..

n it was tym faw us to go off...

b4 heading back to tamp..

we had our meal 1st..

veri2 hungry..

drop by at kfc..

n i was so sgock dat we had spend $20..

just faw the food...

expensive rite...

if i est at foodcourt..

can buy 5 packet of chicken rice..

hahaha...

aftr eating take cab head to tm...

jus window shooping..

ntg much to buy..

no money la...

no skool,no money...

so......................

ntg much to say n do at there...

so bored...

n went hm...

starhub web sms...

2009-01-02T05:01:00.000-08:00

mama: WATZ SO SPECIAL ABT MIE?
papa: ur nice,lawa cute,n seck,mama: lagy?
papa: n swit n l0vely,n so manje,hehe n r0mantic
mama: kite la same nk dkt 1 yr...ape ygpa uke bt ma?yg diff frm other gerl..
papa: u undrstnd me m0re thn other gerls,n always c0ncern 2wards ur pa,ur l0ve 2wards papa papa: f u syg,
mama: itu jek?ma nk simpan ni...hahaha
papa: wah,hehe...hmm...ur switness 2wards papa n manje2 mama...so cute....pa akn slalu syg dn cintakn mama papa yg tesyg ni,

huhur..
dis is wat he say to mie...
btl ke tk ehk?
i dun noe...
hope its truth..
love u papa..

2008-12-31T00:13:00.000-08:00

so bored at home..

duink ntg..

but keeps sititng in front of the comp..

or read books which i just bought it at jb..

hehe..

i bought 2..

hahaha..

just spending ma free tym reading books rather den i hanging out wif ma peeps..

n i havent mit ma boifren faw quite along tym..

n i miss hym badly..

the last i mit him was on the 10/12/08..

n it have been 3 weeks..

aiyo..

mit me soon la dear...

n todae suppose to follow hym to hys werk place..

but atlast i change ma mind..

cox i will b cumin hm the next dae..

n ma mum will b nagging the whole dae non-stop..

lebih2 lagy our fam prob hav not settle..

aiyo...

life is so difficult..

full of ups n down..

hehehe..

wanted to go countdwn..

but worried thre will b not train faw us to go hm..

n we haf to stay at there..

haiyo..

n the palce will b pack of ppl...

hot n stuffy..

to ever1 out there..hapy new yr...b hapy alwaex n ejoy every moment dat u haf wisely..

tink b4 u do..coz no point regretting aftr duing..

p.s..to my syg..

im so sowie dat i cant follow u..

n pls mit me asap..

i miss u badly taw..

2008-12-29T20:37:00.000-08:00

apa ertinya cinta jikalau tiada pengkorbanan..

tiada cinta yg tidak mempunyai pergorbanan..

melihat org yg kita syg n kasihi bahagia dgn insan laen mmg menyakitkn dn menyedihkn..

tapy apakah daya dri kita ini..

kita tdk bolah memaksa org itu untk kembali kpd dri ini..

cinta tdk bole dipaksa..

jika itu satu-satunya jln utk membahagiakn drinya,

bialah ia pergi..

lpskn dia saja..

hanya untk melihat dia bahagia,

driku rela menderita dn menanggung semua in sendri..

walaupn pert bagi driku,

aku terpakse dn harus melupakannya..

bialah kenangan manis menjadi sejara didlm driku ini..

dn yg pahit menjdi satu pengajaran supaya kite tdk ulangu kesilpan itu lagy..

2008-12-26T05:15:00.000-08:00

jus came bk frm jb..

so damn tired la sehk...

aru alek sentosa drn g jb lak..

bsk mayb kua lagy.

hahaha...

bz kn...

itz fun la dpt spend dgn ma fam..

coz kite jarang 2gther..

smlm li aju n 2 story book..

todae ibu buy faw mie beg sling bonia..

hahaha..

n i buy 1 gardigane..

im so damn bored..

si dier tu...

tk tawu la uat pe jek...

asik2 bz..

lebih baek ku tkya alek spore law die tk lyn ku...

binget sak..

nk cry pon ade..

mungkin aku da tkd makne tok dri die lagy..

ape la nasib aku...

n smlm ma mum terseliur..

cian die...

2008-12-24T02:44:00.001-08:00

HAPR 9 MONTH ANI SYG...

sowie sgt2 tk dpt celebrate..

bkn sengaje but saket la..

ma head da start alek..

aru alek dri sentosa..

tk ckp tito..

tdo tk kai bantal..

hmph..

tkle tdo sehk.

but bz la..

do the activity kat sane..

stay at coata sand resort

place visted:

fort siloso tours-$8
palawan beach-free
southermost point of continentak asia-FREE
dolphin lagoon-fREE admission if buy underwater ticket
underwater world-$20++
sentosa luge & skyride-$7
songs of the sea-$8
sentosa 4d magix-PACKAGE WIF SENTOSA CONEBLAST $29.90
sentosa cineblast

n the food n drinks r quite expensive...

aiyo...

hahaha...

but i didnt haf tym to swim at the beaches..

2008-12-16T22:30:00.000-08:00

sowie didnt update ma profile faw quite a long tym...

g holidae la..

hahaha..

went kl on sat mawning..

take coach..

reach there abt 6pm..

frm times square take cab to sunway villa holodae subang hotel..

check in..

n buy our dinner near our hotel..

the food satay was so delicious..

tumbs up..

didnt go any where dat nite..

next dae..

after breakfast take shuttle bus to sunway lagoon..

huray..

quite fun la..

but wen i wanted to play at the amusment park..

it ran..

i was so piss off..

didnt play la..

den wen to shopping mall...

mummy bought a hand beg..

wanted to play ice skating..

but all of dem r rushing back to hotel..

dun noe y la..

so bored la..

tk syok..

hmph...

next dae check out..

went to royal bintang hotel..

huhur...

tym to shop at petaling..

buy 2 cap..

one faw me n one faw ma syg...

buy lacoste pumps..

lv packbeg..

hehehe..

one dress..

n 3 fake eyeslashes...

tk puas la shopping kat sane..

law lagy lame kn best..

dis is some of the photo i took during ma 4 dae 3 nite trip to sunway n kl..

2008-12-11T02:03:00.000-08:00

just finish watchinh oh baby faw the 2nd tym..

the movie was funny,fun n romantic..

i lyk it..

especially zOrrO(rAndY)..

he was so charming n most of the gerks lyk hym..

he is cute..

hensem..ok la..

hahaha...

hys way of acting make mie lyk hym...

lyk hym as ma idol only..

not misjudge ok...

here is sum of hys pic i downloaded...

sowie didnt update ma pro file faw quite a long tym...

been bz wif stuff..

n ntg to talk abt..
so bored la kn.

hahaha...

k..

yesterdae celebrate ma guy n hyr twin advace bufdae..hehehe..

bought hym sum cakes just to let hym blow the candle off..

n guess wat..

we use magic candle..

lol...
wen they blew it off..

the flame will light off n den start again...

they blow lyk mad..

n we laugh at thm lyk mad too.

hahaha..
sowie la guys..

no joke no fun la kn...

n ma clothes,jeans n face is full of chocolate..

haha.

sabo la ape lagy..

i was the one dat kene rabak.

aiyo..
but i had a great fun wif them b4 heading to k.l dis sat.

hehe..

both of the guys will also heading to k.l but the on fri night.

i hope u huys will haf a great fun at there..

dun fawget mie taw dear..

hope to mit them at there...

n guess wat??

i still haven pack ma bags..

terrible rite..

so lazy la..

hahaha..

silly girl.

fly lyk a birdy

hapy bufdae to u..

hapy bufdae to nardi n nadim..

hapy bufdae to u..

HAPY ADVANCED BUFDAE....

2008-12-03T01:23:00.000-08:00

sowie didnt update ma bloq faw a few dae..

just dun haf ntg to rite..

hehe..

so i went jb again yesterdae wif ma mum n bro..

lol..

every wk go jb huh..

huhur..

but itz fun u noe..

reach jb ard 1 plus.

new custom in jb was nice n huge..

lyk aiport..

well..

just see how long it will b nice..

no maintance..

it will not maintain itz beauty..

dat wat ma da said..

hehehe..

reach larkin..

do facial...

n itz was terrible..

lol..

kak tu anu kasar sehk..

ma face was full or pain n tears..

wat to do..

nk lawa nyer pasal kn..

hehehe..

aftr facial.,,

rush to buy food..

hungry la sehk..

haiyo..

n aftr ma mum finished her facial..

went to shop till we drop..

buy nike sandal..

i wanted it faw quite a long tym,..

n i had it now..

hehe..

ma bro bought it to..

same pattern olny diff clour..

hehe..

mine blue..

n hys grey..

hehe..

after dat went to city square..

shopping again..

lol..

i but two clothes..

black n blue..

after finish shoppin.

went bk to spore..

hehe..

so tired la sehk n hungry..

hmm..

so we decided to eat 1st b4 going hm..

hehe..

eat n eat...

deb went bk..

bath n straight to bed..

huhuh..

ma sandal..

mine n ma bro sandal

itz mine again

2008-11-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

todae..

mit ma hubby at hys house la sehk..

watch hsm3..

hahahaha...

eat n eat..

n watch tv..

den go play badminton wif hys dad..

hehe..

run here n thre..

so the tired..

n ma wrist bengkak la sehk..

saket sehk..

hehehe..

but i had a great fun taw..

hehehe..

pa send me back hm..

hehe..

2008-11-28T20:33:00.000-08:00

omg!!!

someone pls help mie..

im damn bored rite here n noW!!

ajak ma syg kua,die tkle..

ajak kak wit,kak wit ade family dae..

mas??die lom tawu..

pantat ar sume..

tym ku ajak kua sume tkle la ni la..

geram sak krg...

krg nk ajak sape kua??

im reaalli bored at hm.

n plus im hungry...

lol..

haven bath yet..

isshhh...

sob..sob..

mane drg tym ku nid drg tok kua..

tym drg ajak kua..

ku ckp ok jek..

so..

anybody wanna go out wif mie???

hmph..

sick at hm..

everytym watch tv n sit in front of the comp...

aiyo..

ntg else to do..

boring,mendak n pissed off oit!!

2008-11-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

hey..

didnt update ma profile on tue n wed..

being bz n tired..

wat i did on tue??

hehe..

go jb wif ma fam n aunt..

wake up early in the mawning...

go bdk inter to mit up ma aunty...

waited them abt 1 hrs..

so long n im damn pisssed off..

ni la janji melayu..

ckp pkl bpe sampai pkl bpe..

aiyo..

n im damn fucking hot at there...

after miting dem up, go bugis take causeway link bus...

@ bus take some picture wif ma cuzie..

sempat kn...

hehehe...

lucky @ custom theres not much ppl...

reach jb ard 1 plus..

buy movie tickets..

SELAMAT PAGY SAYANG

Aftr buying,

go kota raya to eat...

yummy..

im so hungry at dat tym...

order food,food serve..

wait faw wat??

eat dat food larx..

wen eat cannot talk...

hehehe...

Aftr eat went bk to city square to watch the movie..

the movie was quite romantic n sad...

two of ma cuzie cry..

LOL..

hahaha....

aftr watching movie..

go shopping larx..

hehe..

buy clothes n LV hand beg..

tankx ibu faw the things u bought faw mie..

n i cant wait to wear it..

b4 going bk to spore..

eat again..

hehehe..

full up our stomach n rush back to spore..

ms ma papa at dat moment..

kept tinking abt hym...

reach spore,quickly msg hym...

hehe..

reach bugis at ard 9 plus..

waited faw cab at victoria streets..

so long still no cab..

aiyo..

bad service la..

haf to complaint..

hahaha...

no choice.

take bus stop at bendeermer den take cab..

very tiring rite...

hehe..

reach hm at abt 10plus..

ma stomach start crunching..

but ma mum nvr cook..

aiyo..

sturving the whole nite...

datz all i did on tue..

wat i did on wed...

simply..

wake up at noon...

take a bath n quickly dress up..

b4 gouing out took some pic wearing ma bro cap..

follow ma mum to her fwen hse...

hehe..

ma mum fwen says..

i haf grown up n bcomin more pretty..

hehe..

so shy...

aftr dat go to wawa hse..

send ma bro at there...

eat n eat..

after dat take a nap..

wake up n go back hm...

reach hm upload pictures n watch tv..

aftr watching tv talk wif ma syg otp faw a while b4 putting down coz he wanted to eat..

aftr watching miami ink..

tym to slp..

n todae..

nvr go out..

just sit at hm...

watch tv n play com..

now im damn hyngry..

hahahaha...

but havent bath..

veli smelly...

hehe..

i ms ma papa..

wen am i going to it hym up..

hehe...

k la..

till here..

wanna go take ma bath..

n go to eat...

picture on wed

snap 1(swit rite?)
snap 2(smile alwaex)

snap 3

snap 4

snap 5

snap 6

snap 7

snap 8(last snap)

pic on tue

snap 1(wawa)

snap 2(wawa n mie ) bangla sebok

snap 3(mie)

snap 4

snap 5

snap 6

snap 7

snap 8

snap 9

snap 10(last snap)

8 month ani..

2008-11-24T06:04:00.000-08:00

todae was so great..

itz pur 8th motnh ani..

im so hapy n todae we celebrated our bufdae...

hehe..

we went to jurog swimming complex..

hehehe..

it was so fun at there..

n i enjoy ma dae at there too..

n sumtink funnie happen at there...

err..

i cant tell u guyz..

coz itz seem privacy..

hehe...

the wave pool make mie do very dizzy...

n i tried to run away frm it..

but he pull mie toward the deep end..

haha..

n i struggled..

hehehe...

n after dat we wernt off heading too woodland..

b4 dat but sum food coz fery hungry already...

set at the bus faw abt 1 hr...

lol..

so long..

hahaha...

reach woodland take 168 to reach ma place..

n dat was ard 9 pluz..

hehehe..

sowie syg if mama uat papa pai uma lbt..

n ma hand is full of sabon..

dun noe la wat happen...

but the sabon smell good taw syg..

hehehe...

well...

todae is great!!

im so hapy..

N HAPY 8 MONTH ANI PAPA..

MAMA LOVE U ALWAEX..

HOPE WE LAST LONG TAW...

2008-11-22T22:00:00.000-08:00

hiax.

so bored sia at hm...

igt nk umpe nardi...

but die ade bola...

tk tawu alek wat tym,tkt lbt lak..

hahaha.

ya..wat to do kn..

sit at hm la..

haha...

ma mum lak kua g uma org kahwen...

haiz....

i wanna go out bbay...

hehehe..

so ..

take pic la at webby..

lol..

datz wat i du wen im bored..

haha...

2008-11-22T04:29:00.000-08:00

k..wat hapen todae...
early in the morning..
terdgr bunyi gamelan tewos bgn..
cpt2 mandi n 2rn bwh tgk kude kepang...
hahaha..
lol..
i mz kude kpang so much sehk..
drg start dri 10am-10pm..
fun taw..
igt nk tgk kat mly village nyer,,
but kat sni da ade..
haha,,
tgk yg kat sni jek la..
mls nk jln jaoh2...
but i still prefer tedja..
tedja..u r still the besrt faw mie..
no matter wat...
mayb cawe joget or event drg..
kat sini asik mabok jek,...
barongan n fight2 tkd ker??
law ade cnfm best jgk...
but bdk tedja ade yg tuwon b4 drg g mv..
one of the kak smile at mie..
at least drg peramah tk sombong kn2..
hehehe...
k 2mrw..
where r we going???
mit ma guy??
hehehe..
of coz nk mit dier sgt..
windu dier sgt..

p.s...papa..mama ms u alot taw..

hahaha.....
cant wait to mit u taw hubby...

2008-11-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

long tym no update ma profile..

hahaha..

been bz wif stuff...

sleague awards nite..

n mani more..

sleague award nite is so great...

hahaha...

n the irritating dress..

make mie in mess...

hahaha.

so mani hawtstuff..

huhur..

gosh...

n our fanclub table haf been taken by dun now who la..

make us lyk wat..

gif us a difficult tym..

law tk..da dpt ddk dkt dgn player..

hahaha..

ti kene seperated..

n sit wif other ppl..

pissed off sehk..

n hafez was so cool..

hahaha...shhhh....

n smlm kua dgn ma aunty n guy..

wen see our photo..

hehehe..

luk up n u will see...

hahaha...

mcm suami isteri tk??

hahaha...

tkp..

wait kaex syg.

we will haf a hapy fam soon..

hehehe...

2008-11-11T21:41:00.000-08:00

im so the binget taw...

dye ma hair n clour tk kua..

argg...

todae nk uat ape eh??

nk g hg std tk??

or tk ddk uma jek??

hmmm..

so bored la sehk..

mis ma guy to...

wat i du smlm??

yaw of coz..

early in the mawning..

wakie2..

g kola..

last paper la sehk...

after dat enjoy..

hahahaha...

den i market haf breakfast wif ma fam...

ptg2 g2.

g giant n ikea..

buy alo0t of stuff...

hahaha..

bahu pai saket sehk angat byk arg..

go tm n walk2.

den go eat at food cluture at century square..

after dat alek..

waa..

beat dpt aring kat katil..

heheheheh....

tired sgt..

n so sleepy jgk...

hahahaha...

2mrw du wat??

mit ma hubby la..

hahahaha...

wink!!

2008-11-09T06:52:00.000-08:00

erm...

wat i wanna write now??

k la..

just come back frm meeting ma dearest..

n hys fam..

so enjoying 2dae..

we laugh n laugh..

hehehe...

n i got a gif frm hys mummy,,

i love it taw..

tankx ibu..

hehehe....

dianah uke sgt..

hahaha...

n..

nardi anta alek..

lpk jap la..

hahaha...

n now,,

writing ma blog..

hehehe..

i weally had a great dae,,

hehehe,,,

mmuaaarrrkxxx...

2008-11-06T22:42:00.000-08:00

todae tk kua...

dis nose is so irritating la...

flu la..

ape lagy...

bored at hm..

awww.....

n yesterdae mit hym..

hmm...

buy faw hym food..

cian ma syg lpr...

den g sunplaza park;...

lpk jek....

byk nyamok sehk...

kakai gatal2 ....

den after dat ard 8.30..

alek...

tdo uma mama...

hahahaha.....

any body noe y??

errrr...

faw mie to noe...

faw u to find out la beb..

hahahaha....

yg da tawu tu....

shhhhhhhh...

hahahaha....

bla2.....

so bored...

ma durlink gak nyer krg nga tito...

msg pon tk weply...

haix...

tkpla..

die pnt kot...

ataw sengaje i dun noe la kn...

hehehe...

k la...

updating soon aitex...

tc..

dianah

2008-11-05T23:44:00.000-08:00

hey...

back mie...

hmmm....

todae ntg much i had done...

simply wake up n fix ma blog back...

hmm...

n yar..

itz done....

but i culdnt figure it out how to put the links n do ma profile...

ani body pls help mie!!

oh gosh!!

n ltr...

mit hym...

yes hym la...

hahaha...

n now..

im getting flu..

argg!!!

irritating flu..

dat makes mie piss off...

n yaw...

hw havent set the tym yet..

n now.

n uat alek ma blog ni...

tk reti btol la..

hahahaha...

2008-11-04T23:57:00.000-08:00

ntg much to say..
hahaha..
love ma hubby..

hapy

2008-10-11T02:45:00.000-07:00

hey..

after along period of tym tk mit ma guy..

at last dtp umpe die..

hehe..

ms hym so much sehk...

hahaha..

dpt jgk lps kn rindu..

hehehehe...

ari thur umpe..

sat pon umpe..

n yeah...

we take alot of pic...

hehehehe....

yeah...

im love hym soo much...

muarhx!!

2008-10-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

ok..
wat i do todae..erm...todae is a very boring dae faw mie...
of coz early in the mawning need to go to school rite...
yar....org kua g jln raye,kite g kola..
kola asik2 blaja....ape nk jadi la...
ahahah...ya n aftr scool cabot intensive programe..
hahahaha..
balek uma tdo...
datz ma aftrn duty...
ptg aru bgn tito..
da bgn uat hw...
mkn n tgk tv..
n now im blogging...

smlm raye mc ne??
1st hw g uma ma aunty..
den uma ma granny..
fourthly uma ma aunty
lastly uma ma aunty jgk..
hahahaha...

pn ttaw...
igt tknk dtg nari..
tpi tkp..
dtg jek la..
hahahaha..

k la..
da mlm ni..
nk tdo..
bye..

2008-09-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

n yaw...

im now really bored duink ntg...

early in the mawning wake up n go to schl..asusual..schl is so bored...

but war ever happen i still nid to go to schl...1st period is the same teacher...nagging all the tym..

aiyo..last 3 period b faw recess is art..n we do self study...yaw...boring.....nid to study agin..hahahaha....den aftr dat sgeo n s.s..hahahaha..at least i haf sumtink to do...rather den i slept on ma table...hahahaha...aftr dat luck brk..after brk math lesson...same teacher nagging agian..

i cant stand it any more sehk......den practical faw bio...

after schl go mit kak wit to e cntct lens...$15 a pay mine...n $25 kak wit belanje..

hahahaha.....n teman kak wit g li shopping tok makeup...yaw...ending up cumin hm late....luckily ibu did not scold me...n i tink she had known already.....

n i ms ma syg so much sehk...nk dkt 3 week sehk tk umpe die...haiyo....die lak krg asik bz jek..

i hope dat aftr raye die tk bz lagy..coz i really mz hym sehk...kdg2 i msg hym,die tk weply..

hpow dissapointed it is...i waited faw hym..coz i really mz hym...i wanna spend ma tym wif hym.. mcm dulu...hapy n loving alwaex..but nk uat mcm ne kn...die pon sebok or uat2 sebok i dun noe la...but wateva it is..i hope dat he did not keep anytink frm mie..coz i wana hym to b honest n loyal to mie..bab i dun wana to be hurt again...i hope he undrstd how i felt right now... if he is reading dis blog...i just wana say dat i really mz u dear..n i hope to mit u soon....

i love u to the max la sehk...

n bile i tink back abt dulu wen kite gado2 psl pmpn laen...

law btl die uke pmpn laen,da lame die akn tgl kn mie...n go wif the gerl...

but...die tk uat g2....migkin die nk playard or wat???i dun noe la...

tpy at certain tym,....there is alwaex the feeling of ragu2...

i dun now y....n i dun reali trust guy..go n ask the girl out there..

cnfm die ckp g2 jgk....

hahahahaha...

ya todae long story to tell rite??

hahahahaha....

n 2mrw go home at 10.45..or 10.10..

half dae kola bab ptg raye kn...

hahahahahah...

cant wait faw raye...

k la till here...

tmrw i will tell u new story rite...

hahahaha..

hope so if i haf the tym...

if not i will updat ma blog as soon as possible....

camat ari raye kpd cume org!!!!

dianah nk mintk maaf law ader terkasah bahase dgn krg..

hrp u guy maaf kn..

hahahaha...

bye....

yr bnr,

dianah

6 month ani..

2008-09-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

ma 6 month ani is so bored..
tk dpt umpe hym la..
ape lagy kn...
eerrrr!!!!
abh nk uat mcm ne kn...
da la 2 minggu tk dpt umpe..
stress sak aku...
dyer tk tawu pe aku windu die sgt...
mcm s**l ar...
nk mit die up on sat,,,
mak die tk kc lak...
mendak la soit...
bile gak nyer ku dpt umpe dier ehk???
haix....
tkp...
ku tk wire...
ari sat ku ttp nk kau ar...
i dun care...
n i dun gif a damn...
g bla sua...

tpy ku ttp nk kau dgn bdk2 class aku,,,,
dgr2 drg nk g geylang.,...
ku tk tawu la..
tk best ar law ari sat tk kua...
cnfm kat uma mendak...

haix...

p.s
dianah ttp syg kamu..
walaupn...
tk dpt bertemu..
dirku akn slalu untk mu...
jike kamu ingin ttp mengadu...
ttp law driku tdk perlu lagy...
apakah daya ku...
ku harus melangka pergi...
pergi meninggalkn hati yg terluka ini...
jikalaw kamu tdk sudi..
aku rela melpskn mu..
walaupn ku tawu itu amat sukar untk ku...
ttpi ku igin kamu tawu...
bahawa driku akn ttp mencintaimu..
kerna hatiku hanya untk drimu...

luv u nardi...
i will alwaez love u..
n b at ur side
wen ever u need me...

i ms u truckloads..
pls mit me up...

bz2..

2008-09-18T05:02:00.000-07:00

so 4 not updating ma blog..

so bz pai ter sempat...

skul ade byk hw..

n nid to finisf ma course werk lagy..

nari date due die..

so stress sehk...

aiyo..

tk lame lagy ari raye..

n i cant wait for it..

next week ma 6 month ani wf ma guy..

but too bad i c=cant celebrate it..

ade mock exam pai 6.40 sehk..

nk uat mcm ne kn...

tkkn tk nk g lak..

haiyo..

erm..

selame ku tk update blog..

i capture sum pic wif me n ma guy..

hehehehe...

see it taw..

hahahaha...

borederom

2008-08-31T22:11:00.000-07:00

yaw...mondae..

schl holidae.hurray..

n puase..

hahahaha...

imy dear..

bln pause tkle umpe slalu aitex...

yar...

datz wat u say..

but..

i seem lyk u still wanna mit mie aftr ur soccer trg..

im ok wif it..

but tkle slalu la sehk..

i wiil try to mit you...

im wondering when r u goin to change..

im still waiting faw it...

i hope u will change..

coz..

yar...

only me noes y..

puase!!!!!

nk try g terawih..

huhur...

ya of coz..

waiting to go bazar..

hahaha..

jln2..

eat2..

n raye tym!!

duit raye..

jln2 wif fwenz...

hehehehe..

puase aru 1 ari...

nk raye..

hahahaha...

ma 5 month ani..

2008-08-26T06:43:00.000-07:00

ma 5 month ani...

hehehehe...

as usual,hujan la...

asik ani jek hujan..

boring sehk..

n of coz..

i nid to mit hym at bukit gombak first..

den tgk fam die maen bola...

but..

hujan terlalu lbt...

n the gane cancelled...

we change the plan..

n g mkn ket west coast..

yaw...

mkn rojal n steak kering...

even though hujan lbt...

im still hapy dpt spend tym wif hym at hys hse,,,

karoke la...

hehehehe....

but i was palying wif the comp..

n chatting on the net la..

bored sehk...

bile hujan da rede,,,

kite gerak dri situ,,,

1st g jurong point...

den patah alek woodland...

kite buang mase at boon lay..

and end up reach woodland ard 10+++...

lpk jam kat treehse park...

tym kite nga lek2...

tk tgk jam lak...

hahahaha...

n we notice dat we we arlready late...

train g pasir ris da abis..

bus 168 pon da bis..

i was so panic...

tk tawu mcm ne nk alek..

den i make up my mind...

g check bus 969..

nasib maseh ade lagy..

den naek jek bus tu...

hahahaha..

n yesh...

i take the last bus hm frm tamp inter...

inter da sunyi..

n i was so scared..

ade org th btl lak tu...

haiyo...

n lastly reach hm ard 1...

hehehehe...

n yesh!!!!

i enjyo the dae wif ma syg..

NARDI...

hapy ani ehk..

hope we last long..

n hope dat i will alweax n patience wen goin through all the challenges....

i weali2 LOVE u syg....

n ma love 2wards u will nvr fade away..

instead..

it is growing stronger n stronger...

tiring dae of mine..

2008-08-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

itz a tiring dae of mine..

sowie,..

not dat really active..

bz wif school werk n yaw..

of coz bz wif ma prelim..

marhs paper was damn difficult..

n i dun noe if i can pass or not..

haiz..

n eng oral..

dat teacher was so fucking idiot..

muker tk perlu ls sehk..

step mane nyer fierce jek...

hmph..

menyampah...

muke mcm g2..

uat org mcm tkd confident nk ckp...

n todae..

no skul..

eat n sleep..

n of coz..

computer all dae long..

hehehhe...

i love ma comp..

coz dat iz the place where all ma fwenz r...

n im so fed up coz i cant go out todae to mit ma guy...

haix..

so ..

stay hm la..

haiyo...

weekend

2008-08-10T05:07:00.000-07:00

hey

weekend....

hm...

on thur i mit hym..

hehehe..

im luvin it...

itz 4 me to noe...

4 u guyz to find out aitex..

hehehe....

yaw...

9.8.08..

hapy bufdae spore..

its so damn bowing coz i need to go jb wif ma family..

actually i had plan to go out wif ma fwen n hym..

watch the fire works at marina..

but..

itz too bad larx..

i cant go...

wat i spend at jb...

beg

school shoes

pumps

fake eye lashes

blouse

watch susuk the movie...

it was quite fun..

itz about susuk keramat...

u all haf to watch.,

but dun believe in it...

jus return todae..

tired..

hungry..

frustrating...wif the causeway link bus..

yar...wanted abt 1 hr,,,haiyo..

bad service..

n most of all...

I MZ MA SWITHEART..

NARDI ASANI..

MZ YA TRUCKLOADS..

LERVE YA MANY2...

k la,,,

now study tym...

ma mum keeps nagging..

im makes me very binget,,

syg pls help me...

signing off...

DIANAH CHOCOLATEY

BoReD

2008-07-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

hEy...

sowie didnt update ma profile 4 quit long tym...

being bz wif ma own stuff...

hmmm...

wat am i going to talk todae???

how i s[end ma weekend??

erm...

k lets talk aitex...

on sat...ptg...

went to ma cuzzie hse...

ma abg sdare nikah,,,

but we were late...

others da g uma pengantin pmpn..

den aru kite pai tao payoh...

haiz...

cian..

kite d tglkn...

hahaha

but wat to do..

hmm,,,'stay there 4 quit long...

talk wif ma cuzzie,,,,

da lama tk umpe..

biase la..

bbl pjg..

hahaha...

tgk syok2 bbl...

nk kene beredar dru sane ...

kene g hg la pulak,,,

ma sdare kahwin...

hahaha,,,

bz la kn...

den on sun..

pagy2 da bgn nk siap2 g langun sari kay bukit timah plaza...

jaoh la sehk....

da tawu tk??

drg nyer hadrah is bdk2 tedja timur...

hahaha

weeee!!

paisay pon ade la..

coz drg knl aku sehk,,

asik tgk2 jek,,,

muke pon da slalu dtg mly village..

tpi is tkd ar..

yg ade rizal jek...

hahaha....

exicited sehk bile dpt tawu..

hahaha....

ma wkend is so tired,,,

hahaha,,,

k..

mondae,,,,

normal ting in schl...

3 period of boring art lesson...

haf to bear wif it...

haix...

submission date tok coursework is on wed at 6 pm..

ku cume nk concentrate on boards jek...

stress sehk...

ku tk tawu ape nk draw lagy....

prelim lagyg same topic...

mampos...

mendak...

hahaha....

haix....

k la..

nk kene offline...

nk blja...

prelim nk dkt ni,,

art nk kene uat lagy,,,

chaow!!

4th ani

2008-07-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

im so hapy yesterdae...

our 4th ani la sehk...

huhur..

hapy ani syg..

i will alwaex lerve ya muchie2....

i really enjoyed ma dae...

n i am so hapy larx,,

walaupon hujan...

n basah...

at least i am wif u..

in ur warm hugs...

hehehe....

ur ksess makes me go 'WOW'

hehe...

ur hug make me felt so comfortable...

shot n alot of photo shots we took..

hehehe...

frm na hp n urs...

everytink was so great...

n i 4got it wasl already late...

tym pass so fast..

n we haf to be apart...

eventhough we r far apart..

u will still in ma heart...

i will alwaex lerve ya..

n 4eve nid ya in ma life..

coz wifout u..

ma life will me in a mess...

wat happen todae

2008-07-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

hey...

wat happen todae??

in schl...

as pernormal...

1st period commen test..

mly du ntg...

n art...start texturing ma alaminium..

ERM..

after schl....

PRELIM oral for eng...

hahaha....

it is quit easy larx...

ma besties hp suddenly spoilt...

haix...

she was so shock...

BINGET SEHK DIE...

tibe2 hp jdi g2..

da la die nk umpe guy die,,,

no. guy die tk igt lak...

hahaha...

DEN...

Supergal cum to rescue...

hahaha....

mcm rak sehk..

nk save no. dat guy kat sim card...

hahaha...

nk kene hafal nokia phonebook setting...

hehehe.....

tkp2,,,

skali skale help ma fwen...

K....

less den 5 hrs,,,

itz our 4th ani...

hahaha...

omg..

i cant wait for it...

hahaha...

nk amek pic 2gether ar...

hahaha....

hope we last long la sehk...

hahaha...

k la...

gtg....

ME LOVE ONES..

2008-07-18T05:39:00.001-07:00

ma hubby n me..

swit kn kiter..

hahaha...

tankz b 4 being there 4 me,,

n also make me hapy..

i alwaex appericate wat u haf done foe me...

hehehe....

the ups n down of the relationship gain experience 4 me..

wateva it is...

i will no gif up on u..

n i hope dat u will also du the same ting...

u will alwaex be in ma heart..

no one can replace u....

u r mine..

n im urs...

rmbr dat k huney...

hope dat u r reading ma blog now...

hahaha....

cant wait to mit ya 2mrw...

less then 24 hrs to go....

ma happiness dae will cum...

huhur....

mas...

ma classmate n besties...

tankz bab slalu tlg ku in schl werk..

n,,

also sudi dgr masalah ku...

sowie la kdg2 ku bising kst class..

ko phm2 jek la..

law ku tk bising ti ku ngantok ar..

ti ku tertdo terms lak lesson..

n tankz 4 the candy,,

hahaha....

p.s..sowie ku tk dpt ikot g escape..

ku nk kene g tuiton...

next week cuz ky kahwin ar....

amirul n me

he is ma besties yg slalu sing wif me along...

hahaha....

dis mat is emo freak...

hahaha...

sing n sing non stop,,

mcm radio...

hahaha....

n..

laugh2 non stop..

hahaha...

very2 funny,,,,

law ade prob jgn malu2 blg ku..

ku akn tlg ko...

hahaha...

HEY....

ITZ ME AGIAN...

TODAE I DIDNT WENT TO SCHL...

COZ...

IM SICK BEBEY...

HAHAHA...

MS THE CHANCE TO mit ma besties..

n hym...haha...

ma fwen...

huhur...

fya!!!!

ku ms ko....hahaha...ku ms kacao ko ar...

hahaha...

sowie ku slalu usik ko...

hehe....

ko la best fwen kush..

dri sec 1...

kite gado2 pn..

tpi akhirnya bersatu semule..

hahaha...

tankx 4 beibg there 4 mie.....

love ya babe...

ME N HIM

2008-07-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

im bored

2008-07-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

im bored....

i ms ma hubby so much..

hm...

hp die rosak sehk...

den kite tk dpt cnct..

boring tkd org nk bbl...

i kapt tinking abt hym in schl..at class n duwing lesson..

haix...

resah the whole dae...

cant wait to miy hym sehk...

im so sad n bored...

i really mis ma hubby...

my dae...

2008-07-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

hey...

wat a great dae i had todae..

hahaha....

erm...

skola biase larx//

hahaha...

the same olh schl..

yar...

prelims cumin...

2mrw Os mly listening..

hahaha....

kene korek telinge nie,,

hahaha...

hmm....

2 ma fwen mas...

gd luck in ur relationships...

haha..

last long u guyz..

n fo r ma guy...

baby will alwaex lerve hubby...

hehe...

2008-07-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

HEY...

IM BACK AGAIN UPDATING MA BLOG....

WAT TI SAY EHK?/

TDI PAS G TUITON....KU G EXPO...

JLN2 JEK....

HAHAHA....

DEN ALEK UMA...

ERM....

SMLM AFTER KITE ORG ALEK...

KITER ARGUE LAGY...

HAIX...

WAH....

BYK BTK PMPN YG DIE LYN EHK...

KALAH AKU YG DULU PLAYGERL...

OPSS....

PLAYGERL???

ZAMAN BILE NL JDI PLAYGERL NI...

TK MAIN LA NI SUME...

HAHAHA...

LAW DA START...

TKLE STOP NNT...

HAHAHAHAA...

AM I BAD??

HMM....

IF HE IS A PLAYBOI...

IM A PALYGERL TOO...

SO ...

PLAYBOI VS PALYGERL...

HAHAHA....

CAN???

K LA....

GTG,,,,,

bla2

2008-07-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

hey...

erm..

wat can i say....

haix...

am i urs dear???

only urs??

wat iz ur ans??

i noe mayb im u r not only 4 me??

so??

wat can i du?/

ignore it??

wateva la ehk...

ku buntu la...

hapy dae

2008-07-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

im so hapy yesterdae...

hehehe...

guess wat??

i mit hym aftr hys trg...

hahahax...

mcm biase...

kite g tmpt fav. spot..

hahaha....

erm,.,,

tkya blg la..

but...

its not a sunyi place or tangge or wat ehk,,,

jgn slh phm lak....

its a public place...

tmpt org lalu lalang,,,

hahaha...

i kept laughing,,,

hahaha...

the best part was wen we sing,laugh,joke,hug, n

n......

k*s*

hahaha.....

n wen we were lpking..

sheihk dtg..

u noe hu is hym??

yar..

we use to lpk if ma bestie at her blok..

saw hym wif hys gerl...

hahaha....

drg mcm malu2 jek...

ma guy lak tu noe hym...

den die paisey tknk tegoh kwn sendri...

mepek kn...

hahaha...

dat couple..

nk ks pon nk malu2...

sembunyi2 lak tu..

ingt i dun see kerx...

hahaha...

geli ati tgk drg sehk...

aftr drk walk off...

kte pon jln..

hari pon da larut mlm....

hahaha....

btw...

4 me n ma guy,,

dri da raye...

coz we nmpk anak bulan,,,

du u guyz saw it??

hahaha...

itz sound weird,,,

but....

u guys haf to find out wat r we takin abt...

hahahaa....

puisi 4 ya....

ko lah di hatiku ini...

ko lah mewarna-warnikan hidpku...

tiada sesiapa dpt mengantikan drimu..

yg paling istimewa diredup hatiku ini...

kasih sygku ini hanya untkmu...

ku telah berjanji...

ko lah yg satu..

dlm hati ini untk selamanya....

k la....

gtg....

update ma blog soon aitex...

smile n smile

2008-07-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

things get back to normal now...

should i be happy?

hmm....

im happy lar...hahaha...

at last he admits dat its hys mistake...

he seek for forgiveness....

wat bygones b bygones...

rite???

we go through up n down together...

n i hope...

he wont gif up on our relationship..

i will try to keep maself strong to go through all the doubt we had to went ltr...

nobody is prefect rite??

so i cant force hym to b ma prefect guy..

i haf to acpt hym for wat he is...

n wat he was....

n i hope he will also do lyk dat...

wat happen in schl todae??

haix...

ma stomach was damn cramp..

i was so irritated...

sit inside the toilet for quit along tym...

hahaha....

duwing ma lunch break..

i bought soya bean..

but it is waste...

haix...

yeah,,,

2mrw is a short dae for me in schl...

n i cant wait to mit ma guy...

i miss hym truckloads...

hahaha....

kla...

gtg....

update ma profile asap....

adios...

im so dissapointed...

2008-07-08T03:43:00.000-07:00

haix..
i was very dissapointed wif u dear...
y u haf to treat me lyk dis...
haix....
hati ini..rancuh dan luluh kerna mu...
i was damn shock to see sumtink dat i was not suppose to see at ma guy nye kwn nyer pic comment at imesh..

knp dier must do dis to me???
huh?
i noe la..
im not pweti as her..
im not as cute as her...
im not as swit as her..
my voice is not swit as hers...
haix..
sumore im a smoker...
n he is not??
wat must i do??
do he reali lerve me?
can i trust wat he says..?

its really disheartening sehk..
i didnt aspect hym to lyk dat to me??
y is all dis thing cock up after i came back frm ma holi?
isit becoz i left hym n he is bored?
or...
he is sick of me??
i hope he is reading ma blog rite now..

airmata ku mengalir di pipiku...
pabila ku terbaca segalanya yg kamu telah sembunyikan dri ku...
apekah slh dri ini terhdp mu??
sehinnga kamu bnr2 melukakn hati ku ini...
aku memberi kamu beluang terakhir untk drimu...
untk mu menghargai drimu...
aku amat mencintai drimu...
dan ku hrp hubungan kita tiada akhirnya...
tapi...
mengapa aku harus menempuhi sume ini sendri...
aku jgk mempunyai kesabaran...
n kesabaran ku ada batas nya...
aku teramat kecewa dgn sikap mu itu..

adakah drimu menyembunyikan perkara dri pengetahuanku...
tidak mudah bagi mu untk melakukan nya...
kerna aku dpt menghidu perkara yg tdk kene di antara kite...
hmm....
lyk wat i say...
i got 7 sense...
i can feel sumtink dat is not rite...
n i get feel kedtgan mahluk laen..
ohh plss...
dun try to lied to me..
coz i will still noe at the end..
n if i find it out by maself...
u will noe wat im goin to do wif me...

im not a small kid u can fool me ard...
ma love experience...
really teach me a lesson dude....

im not the same kind of gerl yg u can play ard wif...
itz not easy for u to lied to me...
n to cheat ma feeling...

ma feeling nvr prove me wrong...

i tkkn bising kat u...
law u tk uat slh..
i syg u..
datz y i did dis to u...

jgn sampai i tk kesah lagy psl u...
datz mean...
du wateva u want...
n i really dun care about u anymore...

dun make me do dis to u...
coz i really love u...
care about u...
n yes..
i really do....

to ma fwen mir: u shld tell the gerl wats is in ur heart kaex...law tk melepas lagy...
hahaha...

im confused

2008-06-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

im damn confused rigt now..

can i trust hym??

will he breaks ma heart again??

i lerve hym soo much...

but can i bear wif all the things dat happen?

hatiku masih ragu2 terhdp mu..

ku tkt aku akn dipersendakan..

tpy bagaimana harus ku tempuhi ini semua??

adakh ku maseh kuat untuk menempuhi dugaan yg akn dtg??

hanya tuhan saje yg tau perasan ku skrg...

aku buntu..

aku keliru dgn perasaan ku sndri..

aafakah dia bnr2 mencintai driku ini??

aku butu jawapan nya...

aku amat gembira apabila bersama dgnnya,,

dia membuat tersenyum..

tertawa...

bila saat nya tdk ada dgn ku,,

ku amat windu dn bosan,,

dan ari2 ku di selubungi dgn kegelapan..

haiz...

betapa perit nya hatiku ini...

ku hrp ko sdg membaca blogku ini...

kerna ini ada luahan hatiku...

aku inginkan kepastian...

kepastian dri hati dan bibir mu...

PuISi UnTuk SyG

2008-06-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

SyG,,,

CintaKu TerHdpmU MulA BErpUTIk KeTikA AkU MEngEnaLi DRImU..

HadIrMu MeMbErI kecerahan didlm kehidupanku..

kaulah segalanya buatku..

cinta yg kau beri kpdku tdk terbatas..

jiwamu berada didlm naluriku..

maafkanku jika driku membuat kesilapn kpdmu..

aku dan kau saling cinta menyintai..

saling rindu merindui..

hari demi hari

cinta ku therhdp mu makin berkembang..

cinta yg telah bermula..

aku hrp tiada akhirnya....

hmm...

2008-06-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

Erm....LonG tym nvr update ma blog...being bz la...

yup2...on the 14 of jun..i went to K.L n Genting trip...

hehehe...i reali had a great tym at there...

n i also miz ya hubby...

hmm.....1st dae...we stay at k.l..

i really enjoy shopping at there...

hahaha....

the next,kite g genting naik cable car..at 1st tkt jgk la..but tym nk 2rn da tk tkt...

hahahahaha....pengecut jgk aku nie ehk...hahaha...

theme park iz ma fav part...huhur...

msk pagy...mlm aru alek hotel...

but i prefer outdoor theme park..more exciting n challenging....

n ade mat2 tk tawu la dri mane kat msia...nk enjoy kite naek rides..

hahaha...alamak...irritating sehk....

mat msia...tk dpt la sehk...miang2 lak tu...

hahahahahaha...we run away frm them sehk..

hahaha....

yeah....wen the dae cum to return to spore..

i was so happy..coz i can contact n mit ma hubby again...

hehehe...

but...

everyting runs out..wen i mit hym on wed...i taught he misses me alot...

but....he got no moods...i was upset den..

k la..

till here..

i got no mood...

haix......

2008-06-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

long tym nvr update my blogy....hehehe.....lazy n also bz... so....haf alot to say....
i really enjoy my dae at escape theme park....hahaha....i had a great tym at there...wif my cuzz n my bestie...hehehe......i met ma fwen zhafran...sombong sehk...tknk tegoh...hmph....
hahaha....dier jage at haunted hse..hahaha....todae haunted hse was damn scary...hahaha,,,,to say...i am also very penakut...the fake ghost was damn irritating....mcm antu i noe wat u did last summer..hahaha....ya.....hahahaha....from flipper to go cart...n i enjoy riding inverter...dat was my fav ride...instead of shouting...we laugh out loud,,hahaha......my cuzz had a crush wif hairi.... hahahaha....he was charming,gorgeous,hensem and everyting,,,,hahahaaha....org mly ckp.... sdp mate memandang....hahaha....i am att....so i may not haf the chance to mingle ard....hahaha..... ish3,,,,,even though i had a great tym at there,,,,i will kept thinking abt my syg...hehehe,,,, i miss hym damn alot n muchie n veri2,,,,,haix...if he was wif mie juz now...i tink it will b more great... u ms the chance boy.....hmph....wen can i mit u dear????? next week im going to genting...i wanna spend my tym wif hym b4 i haf my fun at genting,,,,PLz mit me up dear.....PPPPLLLLLSSSS!!!
I bEg U,,,,....tpi law dye tk sudi,,,,nk uat mcm ne kn.....i am damn sad,,,,wen i kept thingking abt u,,,

MiE n HyM

2008-04-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

hahaha...i am damn hapy todae coz yesterdae i mit my lovely syg...huhur...

even though tym pass so fast..i still appreciate it...so...we du not mit so often...n wen we mit...

i was hapy...the hug n kisses dat he gave mie was so gorgeous...make mie wanna fly lyk a bird..

haha....pe jek aku nie..hahaha...aku hapy bile aku bersame dgn dier...dier slalu membuatku tersenyum.....kan best lau ku dpt nersame dgn nyer slalu...tpi ku tawu......tmpt tgl kami yg agak jaoh itu membuat kami terpisah jaoh dri pandangan...walaupn jaoh di pandangan ttpi dkt tdi hati...hehehe.....erm....so....i hope to mit hym soon...

signing of...

didie dianah